What a long day! Today my wife and I watched a play put on by some of her students. Afterwards
I did inventory at work late into the night, which usually gives me a lot of time to think and stew.
I did a lot of thought about how I'm going to use this blog. How raw and personal should I get? Honestly
I've got quite a lot of personal stuff going on that might need an outlet, but that's just it, it's personal!
This is precicely what a therapist is for, but I've been a teenager with a Tumblr once before and damn does it
feel good to just yell into the void and drop a red hot block of text onto a corner of the internet.
How anonymous do I want to get with this? Quite a few of my friends already know I've got a website, this is
no secret. But to that end, they also know about some of the struggles I'd be writing about. I think what makes
me a little trepidatious is how vulnerability will change how people percieve me. I am notoriously a sensitive
person, but one of my bigger weaknesses I believe is that I put aside my own feelings to try and help others carry their
burdens. I am a chronic people pleaser and I frequently ignore my own comfort to that end, though that may just be the
exact reason I should vent here! Everybody has to have an outlet, and this is MY corner of the internet to do with
what I please! I'll have definetly decided by the next blog post how I'm going to handle this. Stay tuned for something
emotional or something boring!